Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Blue & Yellow

Time started: 10:13pm
Place: My room
Weather: Calm
Mood: Bored

On Monday my Design & Innovation lecture was only an hour long which was a bonus. Then my group (with the exception of Brydie and an addition of Katerina) went to Big W at Casuarina to buy a mop and broom for our invention, the "swop". It was kind of odd shopping with 3 boys for a mop and a broom. The cashier kind of looked at us weird too as if the lot of us were living together. As odd as it was...it was rather enjoyable, even though I wasn't really friends with them.
Katerina and I then just walked around Casuarina looking for microphones and webcams for my computer. My cousin in Malaysia and my aunt in America wants me to get them because they weren't good at typing and not good at English either. I found some but didn't have the money with me so then we just went to clothes stores and tried on some clothes (OMG! I actually went CLOTHES SHOPPING!! *Dies* X_x). I got a black shirt with skulls on it from Alley (just my style lol).
It was time for us to take the buses home so we said goodbye and...home sweet home. I was feeling a bit tired when I got home. I didn't even do much that day. For the rest of the night I started on some homework but I mostly procrastinated by doing random tests on Tickle. Muahaha...I have an IQ of 127 and I'm a visual mathematician (wow...it's as if I'm actually smart...wooaah!! =P). I also discovered that "Love" rules my unconcious psych/mind. Sounds about right...
Let's just say all of this was my "yellow" mood. And now the "blue" mood starts.
When I got off the computer I was still feeling restless so I wrote my thoughts in my personal diary (and the content is to remain a secret). I couldn't get to sleep (as usual) until around about 5:30am. I got up at 8:50am this morning and my first lecture today was at 9am so I was like "aaaaaaaaaaIIIIIII'm not gonna make it -.-". This is the first time in my life I've missed out on class without an appropriate reason. I assumed that I was going to be awake the whole time. I KNEW I should've put on the alarm! Oh well...I still did the lecture notes. The lecture notes were online. I actually learnt more at home than when I actually turn up to the lectures. So in a way...I didn't really miss the lecture. I just did it externally.
And back to the "yellow" mood...
At 11:40am I setted off to school to meet Katerina for lunch. While I walked to school I listened to "Blue & Yellow" by the Used over and over again. I listened to it all through eating my fried rice lunch too. I probably listened to it 30 times in a row today. I'm still not sick of the song. I've been in love with it since the middle of last year. "Blue & Yellow" is by far one of my most treasured songs ^.^
I met up with Eliza in the library after lunch then we all went back to the cafeteria just to sit and talk (I was still listening to "Blue & Yellow" and singing away annoyingly...). At quarter to 1pm we went to our next lecture.
Woohoo! I was actually learning something in today's Anatomy & Physiology lecture. I learnt about...um...blood! It's red...and...fluidy...yeah...go me and my brain!
We finished our lecture half an hour early (woohoo!) so Eliza and I went to the library computers to check up on what to do for our course in the second year. I think I'll specialise into pathology next year.
Then we decided to muck around so Eliza did the same IQ test that I did last night. I wished I had a video camera. Watching her think with her actions and facial expressions was highly amusing! ^.^ I just laughed throughout most of the way and gave her giveaway hints for mathematical questions. Serves me right for that...she ended up with a better IQ of 133 >.<;; (nah...she's smart. She deserves it!). Time for our final lecture. OMG! WE DIDN'T FALL ASLEEP IN MICROBIOLOGY THIS TIME! THAT'S AMAZING! I guess it's because we enjoyed each other's company that was hyping the both of us up. Eliza learnt a lot in tonight's lecture...I..on the other hand, was sketching all over my exercise book (I learnt some things...honest...I learnt that...protozoa...were um...um...microorganisms XD). Yay! We got let out and hour early! 7pm instead of 8pm! WOOHOO (but then again we always get let out early in Microbiology lectures). I felt lazy walking to my house so I got mum to pick me up (it was dark anyway and my bag was really heavy). When I got home...my mood was "blue" again. I don't know why. I think I felt kind of lonely. I miss my friends. It hasn't been a very active night at all. I preoccupied myself with some more tickle tests and didn't talk much to people at all. I'll be doing my homework soon but right now I can't be bothered and I feel kind of depressed. I don't have any idea why though. Probably just loneliness... "Blue & Yellow" the story of my life...

"Well you'll never find it...if you're looking for it...
Should've done something but I've done it enough. By the way, your hands were shaking, rather waste some time with you...
Should've said something but I've done it enough. By the way, my words were faded, rather waste some time with you..."

Indeed I can never find it when I'm looking for it. I rather waste some time...with the people who don't make me feel lonely too...but where are they all tonight? I'm so lonely...

Time finished: 10:44pm
Weather: Calm
Mood: Separation Anxiety/Lonely

16 Comments:

Anonymous Sammy said...

yay!! ability to attackness!!! 'Blue and yellow' rocks! i liked it the first time i heard it and that's like :o coz i usually don't pay much attention to songs first time round... anyways - seems like you having fun in Uni! keep on smiling!

Tuesday, March 28, 2006 11:12:00 pm  
Blogger •°¤*(¯`°ƒåήğזє°´¯)*¤°• said...

*smiles

Tuesday, March 28, 2006 11:26:00 pm  
Anonymous Sammy said...

:D:D

okay, make a little more length to this comment :P lol randomly attack...is it UK people who are usually on about now? you should poke them :P

Tuesday, March 28, 2006 11:28:00 pm  
Blogger •°¤*(¯`°ƒåήğזє°´¯)*¤°• said...

yeah...but no one's online
well jasper and lou are online but they hardly talk to me now
jun's here too :) she and u are making me happy :)

Tuesday, March 28, 2006 11:31:00 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

IT BETTER WORK THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, March 28, 2006 11:38:00 pm  
Blogger •°¤*(¯`°ƒåήğזє°´¯)*¤°• said...

it did...but u're anonymous...

Tuesday, March 28, 2006 11:40:00 pm  
Anonymous Jasper said...

Heh heya
When you get your mic and webcam, tell me =O

then we can chat =3

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 12:36:00 am  
Blogger •°¤*(¯`°ƒåήğזє°´¯)*¤°• said...

oh cool! thanks :) *huggles*

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 12:37:00 am  
Anonymous Jasper said...

Lol whos anonymous xD

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 12:39:00 am  
Blogger •°¤*(¯`°ƒåήğזє°´¯)*¤°• said...

Jun..
the options turned out to be Chinese letters and she couldnt read them so she accidentally chose anonymous

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 12:41:00 am  
Anonymous Jasper said...

HAHAHAHA xD

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 12:49:00 am  
Blogger •°¤*(¯`°ƒåήğזє°´¯)*¤°• said...

yeah...stupid singaorean computers >.<;;

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 12:50:00 am  
Blogger Bird said...

Be happy!!!~~~ for us who can't be

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 12:57:00 am  
Blogger •°¤*(¯`°ƒåήğזє°´¯)*¤°• said...

GARGH! I'M NOT GONNA BE HAPPY WHEN OTHERS ARENT >.<

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 12:59:00 am  
Blogger Bird said...

ok, I'll be happy if you will be happy :) deal?

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 1:48:00 am  
Blogger •°¤*(¯`°ƒåήğזє°´¯)*¤°• said...

deal!!

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 1:49:00 am  

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