Saturday, September 30, 2006

Jazzi, Doorknocking, Mindil, Dang Digestive System, Sea Money

Time started: 2:59am
Place: My room
Weather: Stuffy
Mood: Tired & Restless at the same time...

Jazzi (Monday):
Jasmine only arrived in Darwin a few days earlier so I decided to catch up with her to go for a walk at Casuarina beach with Danmei. It was really nice to see her again (and because I'm a female, she said it looked like I lost weight since the last time she saw me thus I was happy hehe...just kidding...I really don't give a stuff...however my mother was happy to hear this).
The tide was high, and there were no clouds in the sky. Quite disappointing really...you can't have a spectacular sunset without any clouds in the sky to reflect different coloured lights. Ahh well, it was still beautiful how the sun turned amber red as it was saying its warm goodbyes to the beach.
I was not wearing my thongs and was wearing my converse shoes (due to the fact I can't walk without swelling my ankles and putting them through pain while walking in them) so it was rather difficult walking with the tide chasing up after your feet while you're not willing to get them wet...
I guess it was rather amusing since I was running from side to side the entire time, trying to be as close to my friends as possible (who had their feet in the water) without getting my shoes wet.
Life was relaxing at that moment. The beach can do amazing things to your mind.

Doorknocking (Wednesday):
Yay! The time had come to knock on people's houses and demand money from them! Nyahahaha. I was accompanied by Danmei, my faithful friend. We had no luck in the first few houses because they were either away or they just didn't want to donate (I was doing the doorknock appeal for the heart foundation incase you didn't know). Finally we started to get some donations after the first few houses. We met some really nice people and it was nice to see them willing to help. There was this one man that I remembered very well. His house was certainly not the best one in the street. Neither was he the most respectable person you'd come across. He was skinny and frail and somewhat unclean. When we knocked on his door and asked him if he liked to donate he had a sad look in his eyes and said "I'd love to help but I'm flat out broke...". Naturally, we smiled and said "no worries" and we were about to walk off to knock on the next house. Then he stopped us and said "Wait! I might have some change. Do you accept change?" and we said "Of course. Any donation is greatly appreciated." He gave us in total $1.55. It was the least amount out of everyone who donated but to me it was worth the most in heart. Why is this? Because he told us "This is all that I've got right now...I was just singing in town to earn some money to feed my son...I believe in Karma." and he smiled and closed the door. It made me remarkably sad to see such a man having to struggle to survive for him and his son. He lived amongst some fortunate people who did or did not donate and despite what he was going through, he helped us with his small donation. I hope one day that Karma is kind to him. He did a very honourable and admirable thing.
Anyway, a few houses next Danmei and I encountered this really cute kitten who appeared to be very fond of us. It meowed at us friendly and rubbed on us as its greeting. It reminded me very much of my own cat.
Finally we got to the end of the designated street I had to doorknock. Danmei and I by that time were exhausted, hot, sweaty, dehydrated but very happy to have done our good deed.
We collected a total of $179.80 for "the charity that can beat heart disease". I hope it comes to good help for the charity.

Mindil (Thursday):
ABOUT TIME I WENT TO THE MINDIL BEACH MARKETS! I can't call myself a Darwinian without ever going to the Mindil Beach Markets! After Eliza and I had our shower and dinner from coming home from uni, I took the car, picked up Kylie, and the three of us went to Mindil *bounces happily*. While we were driving there we were happily listening to our favourite band and album, "Frengers" by Mew ^_^. When we arrived at Mindil I instantly liked the atmosphere. I loved the multicultural feel, the live music, and how people there genuinely enjoyed being there. We walked around the stalls looking at random things of our interest then all of a sudden these hands from behind covered my eyes. It was the typical "guess who this is" action and I couldn't figure out who it was. I turned around and it was REAGAN! *crash tackle hugs Reagan*. Reagan's been friends with me since I was 5 and I haven't seen him for quite a while. At around the same time, Evan and J.D. bumped into us. I haven't seen them for ages either! Evan was my high school friend and J.D. was my primary school AND high school friends (and I haven't seen him for YEARS!). It was really, really nice to catch up with them :)
Us girls then walked around aimlessly looking mostly at interesting jewellery and the weird and wonderful items that were on display for purchase. Kylie and Eliza bought themselves rope bracelets.
Later we were around the food stalls. My lovely friend, Jordan told me to buy lime juice with honey and tell her my experience with it, so I did. It was the first time I tried it and WHAM! I was refreshed instantly! The tangyness of the lime kicked in in no time soon accompanied by a smooth, sweet aftertaste of the honey. It was pure bliss (besides the fact that I was developing a stomach ache from the cold drink)!
We walked around some more later then Eliza bought herself a coconut shell ring and I bought myself a bead necklace. Then the markets were closing so we drove back to uni to do some research in the computer labs.


Dang Digestive System (Friday)!
Blah...I don't even want to talk about this in detail. Eliza and I did our online test on the digestive system for anatomy & physiology today. I'll just say that the questions were really pathetically written and our efforts on trying to figure out the right answers weren't really worth the results we got...
Ahh well...we'll kick butt next time ^^

Sea Money (Friday)
In the late afternoon, Jasmine, Danmei and I went for a walk at Casuarina Beach again. Jasmine was to head back to Melbourne later on tonight so I just had to have one last walk with her. We collected sea money from the sand while listening to Danmei talk about the history of China (which was rather intriguing). If you're wondering what sea money is...erm...it's kinda hard to explain what they are (since I forgot what they're actually called and me explaining things at 3:36am is um...a rather complicated task...). Basically they're just dried up sea creatures that look like white coins with a star pattern right in the middle hence their nickname "Sea Money" ^^.
As the sun set, we walked back home and said our goodbyes. *Sigh* I miss Jasmine :(
While Danmei and I were walking back home, we came across this gorgeous chihuahua puppy ^^. It was the sweetest thing <3.>

Hmm...that's pretty much the highlights of my week.

Just a further note on this blog. Today's the 30th of September so I must say the following:
1. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, STEPHEN!!!!!! <3
2. GO THE WEST COAST EAGLES!!!!!

That is all ^^

Time finished: 3:41am
Weather: Cooler than stuffy
Mood: Dead! X_x;;

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Nightmares

Time started: 1:43am
Place: My room
Weather: Hot and humid
Mood: Tired

I

am
so
sick
and
tired
of
these
nightmares!!

I was so happy this year that I could sleep like a normal person...get the hours I needed and everything. But now the nightmares are coming back again and I just can't sleep!

I went to bed at 9:30pm and woke up at 11:30pm tonight.
I woke up from a nightmare.

In real life when I'm at the beach it is always when the sun is setting, there are people around, the sky is filled with all sorts of colours, it's not freezing and not raining either. I'm always accompanied by a friend. I feel nothing but happiness when I'm at the beach...
However, in my dream I was walking on the beach. There was noone around. The sun was rising, but it was not the kind that would brighten the surroundings. The skies were grey. Everything was dull yet terrifying. It was freezing cold. And the rain was pouring down hard.
As I walked along the wet, soft sand. I soon stepped on something novice to the sensation of walking along the wet sand. I looked down. It was a hand. It was covered in blood. A body was buried under the sand and nothing was revealed but this bloody hand.
I woke up straight away after I saw the hand. I woke up with this horrible gut feeling that it was someone I knew beneath the sand...
Now I am awake, and very tired, but I don't want to go back to sleep. I know my dream will continue, and I'll find out who that dead person is...

I'm always having nightmares...I've had a history of waking up screaming or as if I was trying to defend myself from something. It terrifies me to think that my mind could come up with such horrible nightmares...am I some sadistic, twisted person in reality?

I don't know why I'm having these nightmares now. My life this year is actually good overall...
Not to mention I had the most wonderful evening last night with Eliza and Kylie in the computer labs. We were there until half past two in the morning. We were supposed to do our work but we ended up having funny conversations with each other (we even managed to talk about poo for nearly and hour...). Before we were at the labs Eliza and I bought ourselves iced coffee and a block of chocolate each. We shared the chocolate between the three of us in the labs. It was a fun night. Simple, but fun. I'll miss Kylie a lot next year...

Anyway, I'm currently sitting in my dark room by myself, missing my friends...

*Sigh* I'm so tired, I really should go to sleep...but I'm so scared that my dream will continue. My dreams usually continue when I wake up from a nightmare that is not finished...
But I guess I should face my fears...

Time finished: 2:06am
Weather: Hot and humid
Mood: Exhausted

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Fone Frustration!

Time started: 10:39am
Place: My room
Weather: Normal
Mood: Annoyed

Okay...today my phone got soaked in water so it died completely. Of course, I was upset about this. I was very very very very very attached to my phone. It was my first and only mobile phone (Nokia 3200). Seeing as I could not live without a working mobile phone I went to buy a new one. It wasn't cheap at all, but I must say this new phone is GROOVEY (Nokia 6101)! I activated it as soon as I got home.
Hours later, my old phone came back to life! And I was like GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!! I can't return this new phone now :( I can't bear to get rid of my old phone either now that it's working again *cries*.
Such is life...

Time finished: 10:43pm
Weather: Still the same
Mood: Annoyed still...

Friday, September 15, 2006

Smiles

Time started: 10:18pm
Place: My room
Weather: Surprisingly cool
Mood: Good, and hopeful

I took Heidi to the airport about an hour ago. She's arriving at Brisbane tomorrow morning. I gave her a hug and a kiss and warmly wished her all the best of luck.
She's coping well. Tonight I made her dinner and she managed to crack a smile and laugh a little. It's great...
Now I'm sitting here and missing her.
I'm really glad she's okay, and I am all smiles.
Now I'm just hoping her daughter well be okay.
Now I should rest because I have not slept for the past 3 days...

Time finished: 10:22pm
Weather: It can't possibly change that much in 4 minutes, can it?
Mood: Still good.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

.

Time started: 10:08pm
Place: My room
Weather: Who cares
Mood: Devastated

This morning, before I went to my Chemistry exam, before Heidi went to work, Heidi left me a letter at my bedroom door. It read:

Dearest Hui-Min,

Good luck
I know you will do well
If you forget something, think about God for just one minute and you'll remember.
I will think about you and pray for you today.

Love Heidi

Someone like Heidi deserves all the best in life.

A few moments ago, Heidi came back home.
She ran in screaming and shaking all over.
Mum and I burst out of our room to see what was wrong.

"My son's girlfriend is dead"

Heidi was crying so hard. We all cried along with her.
He was going to propose to her tonight. Today he messaged Heidi saying "Mum, I want to marry this girl. I'm going to ask her tonight. I love her, I found the love of my life."
He was holding a party at a restaurant. A surprise party for her.
She was going to the party that was going to change her life.
And on the way her car crashes. Her life was over...

She was only 20 years old...

Heidi's daughter, 18, was recently diagnosed with cancer.

The worst part is, her son's in Adelaide, her daughter's in Brisbane. Both her children need her...and she doesn't know where to go...

I'm sitting here crying my heart out. I can barely breathe. I'm absolutely devastated...Something like this shouldn't happen to someone like Heidi. It shouldn't happen to anyone...

Sadly...things like this happen every day whether it's fair or not.

I wish I could do something for her, but I can't. All I can do is pray. I'll pray for her daughter to get better. I'll pray for Heidi, and her son, and the family and friends of that woman to find happiness again.

Don't take life for granted...cherish every minute of it with those you love...

And as a result of what I just said. I want you all to know that I love you all.

Time finished: 10:27pm

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Nausea

Time started: 12:33pm
Place: My room
Weather: Fine
Mood: Nauseated

I didn't go to uni today...was very sick. I had a fever last night, and I still do...
I wanna vomit, and I've got no apetite...
Hehe...sorry for complaining...but it just gives me something to do x). At least I'm complaining with a smile on my face
Anyhoo...while I'm sick at home, I could study for my Chemistry exam but blargh...I'm just not in the mood. I might later, but I'm currently having difficulty breathing soh vhum (*laughs*...hehe, sorry, inside joke) I'll just bum around at home and hope I'll be better tomorrow so I can go do my Bio prac.
Which reminds me...I gotta hand in last week's prac write up tomorrow...
No problem, I finished it last week.
I hope I didn't miss anything important at uni today...
*sniffles and coughs* ugh...my body's hot by my feet are cold *shivers* oh the joys of having a fever x).
Well...I hope my fever's killing the bugs inside me (uh oh...now I'm thinking about Microbiology...shoot me!).
BLARGH! I think I'll get off now and attempt to study...
Oh if only you could hear my voice right now lol...it sounds rather like a toad...
Quote from Danmei, yesterday: "Your voice sounds worse than a man!"
-.-;; gee, thanks, Danmei...
Well...I might go to bed soon...

Time finished: 12:35pm (copied and pasted most of this entry from my devart journal)
Weather: Still fine
Mood: Same as two minutes ago...

Monday, September 11, 2006

*Officially Insane* 8 HOURS OF STUDYING ORGANIC CHEMISTRY!!!!

Time started: 5:07pm
Place: Charles Darwin University Library
Weather: It appears to be fine outside but I'm cold inside the airconditioned area.
Mood: Brain dead (oh the pain of my head! >_<;;)

I am so tired...and got a splitting headache.
I hate Chemistry! Time is running out before my midsemester exam on Thursday. I really want to do well in this!! >_<;;
Woke up at 7:30am this morning, went to the uni library at 8:30am and studied until just now (so it was 8 straight hours of hardcore study). But the problem is I can feel the information oozing out of my ears...that's not good.
I AM GOING TO FAIL! I DON'T CARE HOW SMART OR HARDWORKING PEOPLE THINK I AM. THE REALITY IS I AM MOST DEFINITELY NOT SMART. HARDWORKING...YES, BUT NOT SMART! AND I AM CERTAIN THAT I AM GOING TO FAAAAAAAAIL!!!! *cries* T_T
I'm also sick, and this headache is driving me insane...
*sneezes several times in a row* >_<;;
I don't know what else to say... *sniffles*
Yeah...I'm insane...and I'm dumb and going to fail...that's all folks!

Time finished: 5:14pm

Weather: like the weather mentioned previously at the beginning of the blog.
Mood: Depressed, angry, tired, moody, no hope, strangely happy at the same time, sick, etc etc etc

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Revision, Reimers, and Revision

Time started: 2:11pm
Place: Charles Darwin University Library
Weather: Sunny and Stuffy
Mood: Content

Yesterday I just studied Organic Chemistry all day. Well, at least I tried to study. I think I pretty much procrastinated for the whole day.
I taught Melissa at 3pm. She was struggling with "The Entertainer" for the last few weeks but today she really picked up on the piece and her dynamics were impressive. There were still a few hiccups but overall her performance was rather impressive. Her "Dance of the Sugar Plum Faery" still needed a bit of improvement though, in terms of technique. Nonetheless, I was still proud of Melissa. She should be ready for her exam in November.

After teaching her I went back to "studying". Then later in the afternoon, Ms Reimers (my year 12 biology teacher) came to pop in a visit which was a bit of a surprise. She was walking her dog and saw my mother outside watering the plants.
To be honest I never really liked Ms Reimers in high school. Mostly because her method of teaching wasn't particularly motivating, neither were the marks that she gave. Usually I respect teachers who mark their students hard but Ms Reimers irationally and ridiculously marked us waaaaaay harder than the marks we deserve.
However, I had a rough time in year 12, and Ms Reimers got worried about me. So, I felt really guilty thinking of her so lowly. Ms Reimers is a dedicated Christian, and she said she prayed for me every day. Yesterday she said that she still did. I felt very lucky to have a caring teacher. She seemed happy to see that I was going well in University. Although at the beginning I was a bit afraid when I heard she was over, but after chatting to her, I felt really happy to see someone I haven't seen for quite a while. Still I don't think she's the best teacher I've ever had, she's far from it, but I gained more respect and love for her after her visit yesterday. I realised what a wonderful person she actually was.

Anyway...after she left...I decided I had enough of studying so I watched a bit of TV, then bummed around on msn. I was delighted to see my cousin, Chee Meng, finally getting msn. I had a video conversation with him and made him happy ^.^
Chee Meng was diagnosed with epilepsy three years ago. Since then he's been trying to recover. He's recovering well at the moment but he's still battling depression. *Sigh*. Chee Meng is a wonderful guy. It's hard to see him like this. He emails me every day and I feel so bad not having the time to check them and reply to them.
Well, he seemed to be alright and yeah...it was really nice to talk to him last night :)

After talking to Chee Meng...Ryan and I had some fun on our vid convo. EXCEPT HE KEPT ON SCREEN SHOOTING MY FACES! >:0 DANG YOU! >_<;;. After our "lovely" conversation, we went to bed.

Today I woke up, went to the uni library (which is where I am now) and studied for 4 hours on Organic Chemistry. Now I've realised that it actually isn't as hard as I anticipated (before I actually studied for it properly lol...). Naseem makes life so difficult. Who needs lectures when you've got a decent textbook that explains things to you more clearly?! Gargh...sometimes attending classes at uni can be so pointless. Well...I'm glad that I got 3 topics down today...I just hope I'll do fine for my midsemester exam on Thursday *stress*.
Now I'm done with the studying so I'm on the computer writing up a blog.

Now it's time for me to go...
I gotta go home and teach for 2 hours.

Time finished: 2:29pm
Weather: Still the same...
Mood: Content

Friday, September 08, 2006

Tragic Week for Australia...

Time started: 9:40pm
Place: My room
Weather: Hot
Mood: Melancholic

Monday it was Steve Irwin's death that shocked and saddened the world. It's even said that it impacted on the world more so than Princess Diana's death. He was indeed a great man who did nothing but loved the wildlife so passionately. The money he earned went to his charity "Wildlife Warriors" and his Zoo in Queensland. A sting from a manta sting ray that stabbed his chest while he was scuba diving causing cardiac arrest caused his death. He died at the age of 44.

On the same day as Steve Irwin's death, we also lost Colin Thiele. A respected Aussie author who wrote books that were very much loved by children around the country and the world. I think it's sad that Colin Thiele's death wasn't very much acknowledged. "Storm Boy" is probably his most famous work. It even became a movie. It's also one of my all time favourites. He was a very inspirational man and a respected teacher of 40 years. Heart complications caused his death. He died at the age of 85.

Today it was Peter Brock. An Aussie Motorcar racing legend. His career ran for 30 years. He was a great sports embassador like how Steve was a great embassador for conservation.
He contributed to a lot of road safety in Australia. He died while he was racing, where he ran into a tree near Perth. He died at the age of 61.

We lost three great Australian icons this week...

"Lest we forget"

RIP

Time finished: 9:59pm
Weather: Still hot
Mood: Melancholic

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Oh the Joys of CDU...

Time started: 11:11pm
Place: Charles Darwin University Computer Lab 5
Weather: I can't tell because I cannot see outside and the airconditioner is cold (but I think it's stuffy outside)
Mood: Content to Happy x)

Hmm...what an inspiring and educational day I had at uni today...

Event 1
3 hour laboratory session for Chemistry.
I wasn't sure what the heck we were doing...we were just collecting powder that formed from odd samples (I'm too tired...I can't remember what they were...they were acid stuff >_>;;) and weighed them etc etc etc. Except a lot of people didn't finish so we didn't get any results therefore we're seeing no way for us to finish the prac write up which we have to hand in next week...
I worked with Kimsze and we were so lost with what to do and why things went wrong (our substance was the only one in the entire class that turned pink...it looked remarkably like strawberry moose).

Event 2
Just a Chemistry tutorial...nothing much happened...(wasn't paying attention either...)

Event 3
What an interesting Biology lecture we had...
This lecture made me realise how intelligent lecturers are at this university. Sean Cox (Coxie) was waffling on and on about random stuff on mitosis and meiosis and didn't know the answers to some things and yaddayaddayadda.
I wrote down some funny quotes from this lecture said by Coxie:
1. *refers to the genetic material in sister chromatids for each daughter cell in mitosis* "They're different...but they separate, so they are identical"
2. *refers to an illustration of a naked woman* "That's a terrible picture...look at her face!"
3. *refers to a diagram of the cell cycle* "G naught is what they're doing when you're doing what you do."
*One questions Coxie's status as "Doctor"*

Now Eliza and I are in the comp labs, close to midnight, doing nothing productive (mind you we did homework for 2 hours and completed it!).

And it is time for me to end this blog!

Time finished: 11:45pm
Weather: *points to the answer to this section in the beginning of the blog*
Mood: Squeeling with delight because of Jasper's cuteness x)

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Proteins, RNA, DNA, Amines, Carboxylic Acids, Alcohols, Alkyl Halides, Carbonyl compounds, Aldehydes, Aniline, Phenols, Aromatic Hydrocarbons ETC ETC!

Time started: 11:43am
Place: My room

Weather: Still
Mood: Exhausted

Yes, I wrote three blog entries within a period of 24 hours...anything wrong with that?! It's making up for the time I abandoned this blog...
I just completed my head exploding (yes, my head is gone...it's just air...wiee!) tasks for tonight:
- 16 annoying Biology questions on Protein Synthesis (and whatever's related to it...)

- 9 extremely long and complicated Chemistry Tutorial questions
The list is short but it took me *counts* oh ok...it didn't take me too long...it took me a grand total of 9 hours to complete both tasks x). IT'S 9 HOURS OF MY PRECIOUS LIFE COMPLETELY WASTED! WITH THOSE 8 HOURS I COULD'VE HAD SOME BEAUTY SLEEP, OR EAT SOME CHOCOLATE, OR STARED INTO EMPTY SPACE AND DROOL LIKE A CUCUMBER!!! >:0 *not happy, Jan*

Anyhoo...*randomly bombards people with her quiz* http://www03.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=060703062234-200431&
if you haven't done so...DO MY QUIZ DANGIT! >:0 x( OR I
SHALL HAUNT YOU WITH MY...um...HAUNTINGNESS!!! *holds out her plastic fork*
The scoreboard for this quiz is here! --> http://fangie.deviantart.com/journal/9807081/
x) Nyahahaha...

Today some of the year 12s from my high school came to uni for the titration competition. I saw Megan, Emma, Ada, Angelina, Paul, Nick, Winnie, Cassie, and some other familiar faces. I chatted to them for a few minutes and wished them luck. After seeing them, I felt really sad because I realised how much I missed high school.
Uni has its good points but it's just so dull...the work is hard...the environment is boring...
You don't have a connection with your lecturers and tutors like in high school. They don't give a damn if you're going to fail because they get paid heaps...

Everyone around uni is just so....adult like....you just can't go crazy with your friends!
Well...I lied...there was this one time my friends and I went to the grass area during a lecture break and we just rolled and tumbled around the grass as well as attempting cartwheels xD. That was awesome. One of the very rare moments of us acting like....teenagers? x) Although the aftermath of that for me was lumps and bumps of itchy torture all over my skin since I'm supposed to be allergic to grass...but oh well...it was all so worth it. After months of being (or trying to be) the sensible, studious uni student, it's just great to let it all loose and go psycho!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *moo*

I wish I could have more free time. I want to draw!!!!!! >_<;; Oh crap...I've got a list of requests! I better write it down before I forget. In order of priority: 1. Shan Shan's bday drawing 2. Lena's bday drawing 3. Lou's bday drawing 4. Mathew and Tommo's 100 score deviation (and if there are future 100% scorers) 5. Jade as the bad angel 6. Katerina as herself 7. Eliza's scorpion queen 8. Ryan's female ninja 9. Brendan's hybrid creatures *dies* I'm not gonna be able to do these for ages!!! *cries* Well, I hope I didn't forget to add anything on my list... *Yawns* hmm...perhaps I should go to bed...long day at uni tomorrow. Oh how I hate Thursdays...7 hours staight of class with no breaks is just too cruel!!!!!!!!! We're poor, paying, hardworking *cough*, and hungry uni students! They can't DO THIS TO US! I mean, expensive foods that are sold around the campus (and may I add having vending machines that only accept coins), ripping us off with TEXTBOOKS WITH RIDICULOUS RETAIL PRICES THAT WE HARDLY USE is BAD ENOUGH but WHAT IS WITH THE LONG DAYS OF CLASSES THAT AREN'T EVEN INSPIRINGLY EDUCATIONAL?!

*Clock strikes midnight in Singapore*
~HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, LENA!!~

aww...isn't she sweet?! ^^

*Sigh* poor old Lena has to do an exam today...ON HER BIRTHDAY!! It's INJUSTICE!! >_<;; BEST OF LUCK, LENA!!! Anyway...I think it's time for me to go to bed now...I'm extremely sleep deprived and blargh...yes...my brain opened its hatch and ran away from me because I've been so unkind to it lately. COME BACK! I NEED YOU! *thinks* (ouch...that hurts)
Well, I never use it anyway...(no surprises there...)

OFF TO BED NOW!!! zzzzZZZZZZzzzZZzzz

Time finished: 1:53am
Weather: Still
Mood: Pineapple (Sweet & Sour but spikey >_>;;)

Just a Little Prayer

Time started: 5:58pm
Place: My room
Weather: Slightly windy
Mood: Melancholy

I just heard some sad news from my tennant, Haydeh. She is a wonderful woman. So warm, and caring...
She's so light-hearted, good-natured, hard-working and she deserves all good things in life. She is a loving mother of four. She always tells me and my mother how blessed she is to have four angels as her children.
But sadly, life isn't always good to those who are the best in heart and mind...sometimes things that just seem so unfair can occur in life and we just sit and ask why...
Haydeh's youngest daughter...my age...was diagnosed with breast cancer today. It's already second degree...
I don't know her daughter, but I spoken to her for a few minutes on the phone while she was trying to contact her mother. She seemed like a very nice girl...especially knowing her mother and how much she loves her children. It's just so unfair...
Haydeh's currently in her room crying and praying. It pains me to see her like this...
So I just want to say a little prayer and hope this young girl will be okay...
I hope God will take care of her, and that she will recover and bring all the happiness back into Haydeh for she's spread unlimited amounts of happiness to others and to life...

Time finished: 6:11pm
Weather: Still
Mood: Melancholy

Jordan

Time started: 2:23am
Place: My room
Weather: Nice
Mood: Happy ^.^

I just realised I haven't updated this blog for YONKS! I guess it's about time I started again...
What got me started again? My gorgeous new friend, Jordan ^.^ (if you're reading this, I say hi! Hope you like me dedicating this blog entry to you! xD). We talked properly for the first time for two hours tonight on msn. I discovered that Jordan is a lovely girl ^.^ and lots of fun to talk to :D. Yay! I love meeting nice people! ^^

Well...there's not much point in me trying to fill in the gaps I've left in this blog because I sorta mentioned what happened on my deviantart page.

*sigh* I think I might have to keep this blog short *le gasp!* because it's 2:26am and my brain is as good as toothpaste right now...

So yeah...the purpose of this blog?
JORDAN IS COOL! x)
And that is all =P.

Time finished: 2:26am
Weather: Still nice
Mood: Happy and toothpaste, apparently...(yes, toothpaste is a mood! Don't believe what the other's tell you! >:0)